An alien from Mars exploring the Earth

I just want to remind myself that I’m grateful that today I have another day to breathe and live consciously. I’m so proud of myself for the journey I have been through up to now. I’m so proud that I have been this far and I’m grateful to myself for being patient with myself all the time. I do not regret anything that has happened to me, for they are parts of my journey. I am not myself at the moment without any of them.

However, sometimes I still look at other people’s lives and wonder how and when I can be as successful and wonderful as them. Sometimes it feels like what I’ve been doing is nothing compared to them. But these feelings don’t last long, because I believe everything happens for a reason. Nothing is coincidence. I was born to this Earth for a meaningful purpose. I know that. I am no useless thing. No one is useless and they don’t need to prove it to anyone to be accepted, or to be loved, or to fit in. I know just me being myself everyday makes me the most useful and powerful being to this Universe.

I believe in the butterfly effect. I believe in the Universe. I believe in my own journey. My journey is my journey, it’s not your journey or their journeys. I’m the one who write my own story, so it’s unique. My life story is different from someone else’s life story. People don’t live my life, and I don’t live theirs, either. I don’t know what they’ve been through to get where they are at now, and neither do they. No one can tell me the right way to live and experience things. No one can make me feel that I am not enough, that I do not deserve to live, to enjoy my own life or to be loved. I am love. I am powerful. I am a piece of art created by the beautiful and magical Universe.

A few reminders to everyone, including myself:

Never let anyone define who you are and decide what you should do in your life. Never let others define your own values. You write your own story and mind your own business. You are the only one who stay with you forever, so don’t ever let anyone bring you down or take away your peace or make you feel useless or bad or shameful about yourself. You are always enough and you deserve all the best things in the world. Stop pleasing people to fit in with the community you don’t belong to. You don’t need to be needy to be loved. Don’t let the fear of being rejected and abandoned make you do the sh!t you don’t want to and ignore your own feelings and needs. Love yourself before anyone else.

I am so thankful that the whole Universe is here with me every moment of my life. I am so grateful to be born as an Earth being, despite me being an alien from Mars. Mother Earth is so powerful and magical. I feel like home. No more lost in the way. However, thanks to being lost, I find it more meaningful to be home. I am never alone.